Okay let's be realistic for a moment who knows if I'll ever be a full fledge top, but I'm definitely enjoying it more and more. Perhaps it has something to do with the fact that I couldn't use my cock for a year and so I'm ready to give it everything it's been missing out on and some of those things are some nice mouths and asses. It's more than that though, as I've been excited about it. I certainly haven't really been actively seeking boys to top (or dominate) but when bottoms approach me I'm excited by the idea of topping them.
Personally this is a very interesting concept and something I've been thinking about through some conversations with my Sir. (He always finds a way to push me.) Am I going through the transition of boy to Sir, that many people think is simply a natural progression of things? Or am I simply more comfortable and confident in my abilities so I feel better actually agreeing to topping? Well I don't think I'll ever become a true Sir, but ya never know stranger things have happened I'm sure! So I figure it has to be that I'm just growing more confident in my skills and abilities. While I still have much to learn, I think I've begun to realize that I too have things to teach others. How I as a 23 year old have anything to teach others I have no idea, but I'm certainly no longer the newest kid on the block.
So do I have a duty to these boys who need a little introduction into the world of leather, rubber, and bondage....well no not really. But because I am who I am I want to share what I've got, and let's be realistic I wanna have some fun and if that happens to be with a boy (bottom) I've got nothing against that. One way or another I'm getting what I want out of it. Trust me talk to anyone that I "topped" or dominated while I was in chastity and they will tell you I got exactly what I wanted from them!
Though coming back to my point do I (or we as a kinky community but I'll try to stick to I because I certainly don't speak for anyone else) have an obligation to the new recruits to show them the ropes? It's a great question that I can only partially answer. I want to say yes, but I also don't want an obligation to any boy coming up that says "I wanna be kinky, make me kinky." (I have lots of issues with that but that's for a different day.) So yes I'll give them some pointers and head them in all the right directions to get them on their way. If a boy were to say hello, get to know me and then say, "I wanna get tied up and you seem like fun. Can we try it?" my door is wide open. Maybe that's not the same for you, but why not? It's not asking you bring in every stray following you around at the bar, but from time to time give the new boy an experience so he can one day take my spot wondering if he's really able to start teaching others.
